I think this is like a mega shock to everybody who knows me.
All my life, being brainwashed to go to a JC and going through the academic route...and i was like telling everyone in sec4 that i knew where to go, and i was confident of the path i was taking, and i felt like i was settled. well technically, i followed that route.
And then, i had another option, which i gladly took up because i wasn't happy in JC. Well..the only thing i wasn't happy about was the amount of mugging we had to do, and i felt like i couldn't cope. Other than that, i really loved my class, loved my CCA, loved everything to do with friends and non-academic activites..and i think ill seriously miss that a lot.
Because, ive gotten into SingaporePoly, Accountancy Course.
I appealed on Sunday when my parents asked whether i wanted to try.
So i did.
I prayed so much that i was asking everybody arnd me to pray for me as well.
Today, my prayers were answered =)
Many ppl kept asking me whether i made my decision too rashly, whether i really wanted this course, whether ill regret it later, and more along these lines.
Thanks so much for all ur concern, (: U have no idea how much i appreciate you guys forcing me to think thrice whether i shld really go ahead with it.
Truth be told, i have no idea either.
But i feel strongly that this is the better path for me to excel..and i believe that if i work hard, i can and i will do it. =]
The lack of faith i had in my teachers at TPJC, really made me missed all the teachers in TK. (man, i really need to go back asap)
I feel that im lucky because im given a second chance to redo my route, a chance that only a rare few are given. Even more so, knowing that i have probably deprived a person of that vacancy in my course. I'm sorry for that, but this makes me treasure the place given to me ten times more.
Im kinda at a loss of how to feel.
I was delirious with ecstasy when my mum first told me, and a sudden realization that i would be leaving TPJC saddened me greatly, because unknowingly, i have grown attached and familiar with the sch compounds, with the people there, from my 1st 3 mths class to my new multiracial class, and with the cca i have loved since day 1. If ever i do regret leaving the JC, its because of the people and the environment. There was no superficiality at all. I really loved it there.
So to all my friends in TPJC, be sure ill keep in touch with you guys =D
Thanks for making my short stay memorable and lovely and sweet.
It would never have been this wonderful without u guys.
Hopefully, im able to spend as much time as possible with you guys before i withdraw.
On a lighter note, let's see where my new path would lead me..how would it change me? Like Joyce said in her blog, i think going to poly really changes a person a lot. Hopefully, ill be able to grow for the better, heh. (: But we'll see, wont we?
"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
- Albert Einstein (1879-1955)
